Thanks for all your lovely words yesterday. I wouldn't usually post about health stuff, but I figure someone would have had some similar knowledge and is good to gather info from all perspectives...
Many of your comments about slowing down got me to thinking about what that means...
Many say how much work I get done, but realize,
sit here and sew all day, that's what I do, and why I get so much done...
If I were still painting as an artist, I'd be in my studio all day.... for now I sit in front of my sewing machine working out creative scrambling to get them out of my head...

So Slowing down for me,
is trying to stay in the day, the moment, and not get wound up ,
like I did yesterday about all the stuff I have to do TOMORROW...
If I stay in today, I get a lot of work done...
Yesterday was my hit on the head to realize, today is a good day.
Enjoy it.
Anyway, back to passions....
It got me thinking about why quilting has taken over in my life...
I went to
college for fine art and have a fine arts degree... Always a painter sculpture photography person at heart, I always tried to incorporate sewing somehow into my life...
From a young age, I learned to sew on a kids GLUE sewing machine!
Anyone recall those?
When your to little to know to keep your fingers out from the needle,
glue would dab down on the fabric and that is how it stuck together...
I watched my father tear apart furniture and reupholster them, and learned the 3 D design aspect at a very young age... Besides a farmer, he did upholstery...
My mother sewn quilts for cousins as they got married, and often made our clothes, much to the dislike of having to be dressed in matching outfits with my brother and male cousins!
(and grandfather! god bless him!)

And My grandmother,
the crazy quilter... So, sewing was always around...

When I got to college though, I tried to keep sewing in my work as a fine artist...
I often did paintings and thought, hmm, maybe that would work nicely on fabric...

this is before special fabric paints were available to us...

I've used ink, acrylic, water color, tea you name it...
(I didn't say they were any good though!)

and my professors would give me a hard time about including these in shows, as no one was doing this sort of CRAFT, in college....
I recall trying to do a gradation project and not being able to find enough values of PINK to make the project and having the scrap the idea, which pleased my teacher...
I did at least make my graduating from college outfit!
but no quilts were in my senior show...
Had someone in college told me I could do this as a living then,
I probably would have been on a different path...
fabric design, quilt patterns etc etc... I had no idea...
And now, after years of doing my thing as an artist, I am pulled back to my sewing...
And think about why quilting is such a passion...

My favorite memories of a kid are looking at my grandmothers crazy quilts,
recalling my mother bringing home a PINK trip around the world block top that someone had made for me...
Being joyous with new baby blankets
and listening to polka music in my dad's shop while his old Singer industrial hummed along...
For whatever reason, I like the road it's taken me on....
Now, thinking back, it stirs up old memories and new quilts are born from them...
So for today, I will think about staying in the moment
but I hardly think my production level will change...
one has to do what one has to do...
BASICS Home Block gatherand keep on discovering NEW passions...(and yes, take care of me! I'm off to the doc. )
Is sewing your passion? or just something to pass the time?